Eternal Flight of the Gull

The cold and forbearing Sheng Min’ou and the bright and affectionate Lufeng.
If a monster can only fall in love with another monster, then I’ll become a monster.
I long for the monster that hides beneath his mask to break free from its chains, become vicious, and bite me on my carotid.
My wishful thinking, my foolish thoughts. I thought I acted without any flaws, but he knows everything.
The gull can sense the fishermen’s thoughts, so they won’t come down.*

*T/N: This is a Chinese idiom meaning to be on guard after becoming aware of someone who is trying to harm you.